Emperor's New Clothes

"Yes, and I'm finding more peace and I have faith that you'll save yourself." Snowman confessed, looking elsewhere.

Nobu was quiet for a long moment. "I don't know if I can do that without you." He said in a near whisper. "I need you."

Snowman didn’t know how to respond to that. ” I'm not sure I can be with you Nobu."

Nobu swallowed. "You don't have to sleep with me. I just need you near me. Just being in your company makes me feel better."

"Promise?" Snowman asked softly.

"I promise." He said softly. "You sound tired... I'll see you tomorrow. Take care of yourself, my Snow."

"You too Nobu." He said before hanging up.

- - -

"Did you have fun?" Nobu asked the next day, as Nobu sat with his friend in Snowman's dressing room. "You sounded good."

"Thank you...and yes it was fun." He chuckled, pulling off his sweaty shirt. “ Was it fun for you?"

Nobu looked away from him. "Yes, it was..." He bit his lip, putting his hands behind his back. "It's nice seeing you."

"Nice to see you too." Snowman said with a small smile, pulling on a new T-shirt, and picking up a hat to cover his face with. "I have to go now." He said, starting off...but when Nobu kicked the empty chair in his way he looked at him. “ Nobu-"

"I'm trying for you, and you don't even seem to notice." He said, not looking at him. "You don't know what I'm willing to do, to make this up to you. You're treating me like a stranger, and I hate it."

"I'm doing what's best...I can't be near you too long." Snowman admitted. Whenever he was too close to Nobu he'd forget his own morality and selfishly cling to all the temptations and whims the demon offered him...and saying it scared him.

"I need you to be." He told him, walking over to him. "I told you, you don't need to sleep with me, I just need you to be near me... Whenever I see you, I don't have evil thoughts. I don't feel angry or hateful. You help me, Snow. Please." He took his hands getting down on his knees. "Whatever it takes... If you want me to cook breakfast, lunch, and dinner for you for the rest of your life, or come at your every beck and call; I'll please you however you want, or just hold you every night... I'll never look at another person ever again if that's what you want. I'm begging you... Stay with me."

Snowman steeled his nerves...unaware of the storm he was erupting. “ No." He said simply. "I don't believe y-"

Nobu slammed him against the wall. "Who the fuck do you think I am?!" He snapped, gritting his teeth. "I've never lowered myself enough to anyone to BEG, and you know this. I can't save myself without you. Why can't you understand that?"

Snowman winced and fought the daze that began to take over. "I can't....I'll...fail you again." He could hardly say, as his headache began to match his body. Oh how he wanted to give himself to Nobu right in that dressing room.

Nobu's eyebrows furrowed. "You never failed me. NEVER. It was me who failed you. But I won't let that happen again." He looked at him, looking as if he was going to jump him anyway... But wrapped his arms around him, pulling him close instead. "You can hit me and tell me how much you hate me for this, but I'm not letting you go this time."

"Nobu stop...please stop it." Snowman begged, trying to pull away. ” I...I can't...I can't fight you." A hand slid up the back of Nobu's shirt, scratching down his back...sending pleasure through the demon.

Nobu made a grunt in the back of his throat. "What are you doing?" He asked, trying to fight his arousal. He pulled back just slightly, looking into his face. "You're excited?"

"Whenever I'm near you...I want to be your toy...I want your ruin...I want you to destroy me. I'm scared." Snowman sobbed.

Nobu's eyes softened and he felt bad for him for a moment. Was it some kind of aura he was giving off? He kissed his forehead. "I won't take you until you trust me again... But I will relieve you if it hurts so much." He lifted up Snowman's shirt, kissing down his torso, making quick work of his pants. He pinned his hips against the wall, his mouth working down to his arousal, teasing him for a moment, lapping at the precum leaking from the tip.

Snowman gasped, his eyes slitting. “ Nnn...d....don’t lower yourself...for me." He panted, his fingers tangling in the demon's hair.

Nobu ignored him, closing his eyes as he began to lower his mouth over him, sucking hard. "Mm... Mmmm." He loved the taste of him. This was something he had never someone anyone else, and he planned to keep it that way now.

Snowman cries out, rocking hard into him...the maddening pleasure taking over again. He ached terribly, so much so that he wanted the older man to break him throughly again.